If you where here for me~~

I wonder that…
Would she come again?
Considering her death…
I also wonder…
Can someone will replace her…
Inside of my heart…
No!
Nobody will be just like her…
I still remember…
Our tragic moment…
The playground that we used to play...
You always pick the swing…
And play until the sun sets…
The smile…
That makes the sunset feel better…
Darn it!!!
Why you don’t just take me along?
I tried to kill myself…
But I don have the guts…
I always dreamt about years back then…
I can only feel you..
When I feel alone…
That’s why I prefer to be alone…
Just to feel essence of you by my side…
Like a painkiller for my sorrow…
That makes the pain go away…
And I like the sorrow rather than pain…
Better than…
I want you always by my side…
Eternally…