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21/06/2007

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aq da msuk u kt uitm...

tpi...

tbe2 ana kwn kau tlepon aq...

tnye khbr..

pas 2...

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aq trsentak...

air mata aq mula mnglir...

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aq lgi mrasa nak mraung skuat2nye...

apabila trikh kau prgi...

1 ari lpas kte brpisah...

22/06/2007...

I still remember our first kiss

I still remember that day…
It was raining…
At the little red hut between my and your school…
The very wet afternoon…
I just only you and me…
I ask you out after I’ve done my activities…
Never thought that would be raining…
But I see you only smile…
The smile that you always give me…
It makes me feel relaxed…
I don’t know what to say…
I always do that after saw…
How wonderful you are…
I ask her if I can sit next to her…
And she says it’s alright…
We talk a lot about each other…
Yeah…
Chewing gum and having some laugh…
Suddenly
I noticed that you feel cold…
I took of my sweater from my bag and put it on for you…
You know that I’m not trying to seduce you…
But you hold on my side and hug me…
I caress your head and whisper to you…
That I really want to stay like this forever…
Man…
Only god knows how I’m feeling…
A few minutes after that you fall asleep…
In the air breeze…
I was amazed…
How a low guy like me cans get a girl like you??
Seeing your face…
This the moment that I really can’t miss...
But I have to wake you up…
It already 5 in the afternoon…
So I woke you…
You awake and suddenly…
You kiss me…
You know that was not your way…
But somehow I let it awhile…
We kissed to long…
And then I feel tear drop from you eyes…
“Why??” I asked…
She said nothing and goes back to her school…
With tear shattered…
I called her and then she replied that just say she’s alright...
I told her to keep that sweater...
to mark that wonderful afternoon...
maybe it can be cure if you miss me..
but I wonder…
And wonder…
What just happen to her…?
Is it about the kiss??
-To be continued-