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hello korg....
oleh krana rmai prmntaan...
aq pon tngh mnulis kisah antara aq dan arwah ex aq....
fkir pnye fkir dpt la tjuknye....
tjuk yg brjdul...
"Cinta antara dua sekolah"
dlm crite ni...
aq ksahkn ttng khidupan aq ngan die...
ssah pyh dn bnyk dgaan kteorg...
akn di bukukan dlm cite ni...
hope bile korg da bce akn bri feedback for improvement k....
anyway...
bye....

Smlm.. kau prg tnggalkn aq tuk slamanya..

semalam...

aq ingt lgi kau ckp sblum kite ptus...

jge dri bek2....

jgn mdah rse down....

idup msti kuat luar dan dalam....

jge kshatn ngan jgn lpe mkn ubt on time...

kt skola tknik 2 jge dri bek2...

syah da pandai so blaja smpai msuk u...

org smpan g sweater syah yg bsar wat org lge time sjuk...

trime ksih sbb syg na slame ni...

hrap2 abg dpt lpekn syg ngan dpt cri pgnti na...

lpas 2 kau da prgi tnggalkn aq tnpa sbrang msj atau pngglan...

21/06/2007

skrng aq da bleh brdri tnpa kau...

aq da msuk u kt uitm...

tpi...

tbe2 ana kwn kau tlepon aq...

tnye khbr..

pas 2...

die tnye aku msih tringtkn arwah lagi dan mmjukku...

aq trsentak...

air mata aq mula mnglir...

kau meninggal ssb skit SLE kau...

aq lgi mrasa nak mraung skuat2nye...

apabila trikh kau prgi...

1 ari lpas kte brpisah...

22/06/2007...

I still remember our first kiss

I still remember that day…
It was raining…
At the little red hut between my and your school…
The very wet afternoon…
I just only you and me…
I ask you out after I’ve done my activities…
Never thought that would be raining…
But I see you only smile…
The smile that you always give me…
It makes me feel relaxed…
I don’t know what to say…
I always do that after saw…
How wonderful you are…
I ask her if I can sit next to her…
And she says it’s alright…
We talk a lot about each other…
Yeah…
Chewing gum and having some laugh…
Suddenly
I noticed that you feel cold…
I took of my sweater from my bag and put it on for you…
You know that I’m not trying to seduce you…
But you hold on my side and hug me…
I caress your head and whisper to you…
That I really want to stay like this forever…
Man…
Only god knows how I’m feeling…
A few minutes after that you fall asleep…
In the air breeze…
I was amazed…
How a low guy like me cans get a girl like you??
Seeing your face…
This the moment that I really can’t miss...
But I have to wake you up…
It already 5 in the afternoon…
So I woke you…
You awake and suddenly…
You kiss me…
You know that was not your way…
But somehow I let it awhile…
We kissed to long…
And then I feel tear drop from you eyes…
“Why??” I asked…
She said nothing and goes back to her school…
With tear shattered…
I called her and then she replied that just say she’s alright...
I told her to keep that sweater...
to mark that wonderful afternoon...
maybe it can be cure if you miss me..
but I wonder…
And wonder…
What just happen to her…?
Is it about the kiss??
-To be continued-

If you where here for me~~

I wonder that…
Would she come again?
Considering her death…
I also wonder…
Can someone will replace her…
Inside of my heart…
No!
Nobody will be just like her…
I still remember…
Our tragic moment…
The playground that we used to play...
You always pick the swing…
And play until the sun sets…
The smile…
That makes the sunset feel better…
Darn it!!!
Why you don’t just take me along?
I tried to kill myself…
But I don have the guts…
I always dreamt about years back then…
I can only feel you..
When I feel alone…
That’s why I prefer to be alone…
Just to feel essence of you by my side…
Like a painkiller for my sorrow…
That makes the pain go away…
And I like the sorrow rather than pain…
Better than…
I want you always by my side…
Eternally…

Today Flash News.... (~_~)

heheheh...
so...
today...
i mean...
yesterday I drove my father's car..
from jb to sgamat..
not so tired la...
smpai sgamt 2 org snggah labis...
rye umh pkcik sdra...
pas 2 aq drive g kmpus...
hehehe...
smpai kampus sunyi je...
best2....
no more lgu raya...
mne xnye...
sblum pose da start lgu rye dak2 bkak....
time pose pn sme....
time rya da xde feel nynyi lgu rya...
hehehe....
at last....
in room...
ALONE!!!!!
hehehe...
very peacefull...
aq tdo mlm pn nynyak...
xde dak2....
snyi je...
bljr pn cpat tngkp...
but...
sadly..
cpat je mse...
ok r....
aq nk tngok movie...
k...
bye

hurm.. khdupn di UiTM

bsannyer...
aq ari ni mcm xde mood kt klas....
dak2 lak da la pntingkn dri sndri...
aq ckp psal prtndingan dieorg wat bodo je...
bkn stakt wat bodo...
bingai pn ade...
so...
aq kt blik ni mcm nk mti je...
mcm mne nk jwb kt kp aq....
bnde ni kne anta 14 arbln...
alahai...
rse mcm nk quit je...
apasal la vise cancellor si abu shah 2 amik dak2 yg mcm ni??
hran...
ingt ngan cre ni leh wat 1000 org skali grad ke???
pkir la....
cre lme ngan bru sme je...
nnti lgi rmai yg dismiss....

Todays bullentin

hey! this is Solid Snake...
Today is another day to rise up...
another patriot's story....
heheheh....
cut the crap...
hahaha...
ari ni aq bngun sbuh....
but trawal...
bngun dlm kul 5pgi..
huhuhu
aq nk mndi xjdi beb...
sram & snyi gler..
but....
aq dpt gak pgi tnds...
kul 5:30...
hnye utk gsok gigi smte2nye....
hahahah...
so...
azan da brkmandang n aq trus ke msjid...
utk solat sbuh ngan komander...
sbb aq Bakal Komander(BK)...
hehehe...
trase bngga gak...
tpi rse brat....
hehehe...
smpai ade dak2 ckp....
cbarn yg pling brat utk BK 2 bngun sbuh...
hahaha...
klu lari 1kmpus 2kli pn xksah....
tpi yg bngun sbuh 2 yg brat...
hahahah...
lpas da slat...
sme dak2 snyum....
heheh...
snyumn di bibir dieorg bkn mnunjukn dieorg happy...
tpi dieorg snyum sbb time ngantuk dieorg kne lri....
aq pn snyum skli...
ble da wat warm up....
kmander pon sruh lri...
hahaha....
siswi je yg lri awl2...
siswa sume jln je mcm brsiar2....
agak2 da smpai stngh prjlnan dieorg bru lri....
hahaha...
2 pn skjap je...
da smpai bukit trus smbung jln...
aq pn ikut...
huhhuhu...
pnat jgak...
ble aq da hbis lri aq bknnye rhat...
tpi sbat nsi lmak smpai 4bungkus....
haahah...
bwk pgi klej....
tpi aq mkn cme 1 je...
sbb xabis...
1 aq ksi aq pnye wing capt. ngan dak blik dpn...
sbb time 2 kul 7 n dak2 blik aq bnak nk bngun time aq...
heheh....
lpas aq mkn aq trus mndi2, gsok gigi pas 2 trus tdo...
hehehe...
dri kul 7:45 smpai kul 10...
hehehe...
lzat beb...
pas da bngun...
aq pn rse mcm brat nk wat kje acc...
pdhal cme slin balance sheet mmber...
hehehe...
trime ksih pqa...
so aq siapkn kje aq....
smpai la kul 11...
heheh...
so aq on9 lpas 2...
tngok2 mcm smpat nk on9....
lpas 2 aq pn mcm trgrak nk post bru kt blog aq...
so...
ni ar post aq...
ok la....
aq nk mndi...
pas 2 nk slat....
ngan pgi klass acc..
bye2!!!

My worst day....

huhuhu...
ari ni aq dmam2....
so aq pgi la pnawar(klinik uitm) ngan member aq....
doktor check aq pnye temperature...
doktor 2 trkjut sbb suhu aq 40drjh...
so...
time 2 pn aq da rse (~_~)
doktor aq sruh msuk air....
aq pn kne msuk ward...
skali ble die inject tiub 2....
aq gabra.....
gle wo....
spe xgle klu jrum 2 pnjng nk msuk kt vein...
ingtkn da settle leh g klas...
skali tngok kne 2btol....
huhuhu...
lpas da slesai....
aq da leh blik....
skali trkjut aq dak2 klas aq dtg jnguk aq ngan bwak mknan....
huhuhu...
trharu beb...
so...
aq dpt mc 3ari...
tpi aq nk g klas esok...
hehehehe...
k r...
aq ade bnyk kje ni...
klu ade crite best aq akn postkn...
ok...
asalamualaikum